Saturday, June 13, 2009

I Can't Believe This is My 265th Post!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Oh Holy Jebus, Batman! Can you believe i have written loads of crap throughout the years...and i'm still NOT tired of it?

Man, i've re-read some of my posts...and i have written about many things -hopes & dreams, love, myself, family, friends.

And i've written while i was in all sorts of mood- mad, weird, crazy, sleepy, sober, sad, happy, ecstatic, bitter, hopefull, hopeless, optimistic, pessimistic...wow!!! I'm so multi-faceted...but which girl isn't, eh? ROFLMAO!

With all that, you could say i've changed somewhat, but still...i've remained the same -- does that make any sense at all?

I still have that hope of travelling, of writing, of falling in love, of sky diving, of being a worldly person, and building myself up so i can live a happy wonderful life with my loved ones...

Somehow, i've come to realize this: EVERYONE wants the same thing, whether we know it or not. WE ALL WANT THE SAME THINGS!

Have I got what it takes? Who knows...but one thing's for sure...my journey hasn't even begun! I somehow always focus on the future and the past...never being totally in the present. Maybe that is my ultimate weakness. I think so...

If i start thinkin in the NOW, would i be any different? What would change? Would i be more or less selfish?

Lots of unanswered questions...

I THINK TOO MUCH! But i'm lovin' it...

2 comments:

Neo said...

yup..learn 2 accept and appreciate the 'present' babe..whoa..265th post!does u wrote your changes or u just wrote what changes you want? huhuhu...keep that in mind :) daa~

ledzeppelin4evr said...

Hey in the past few years i have changed in some areas; no more bitterness! And i have more gratitude and more love for friends and family...yay! :P