Still Alive...
Sunday, April 25, 2010
What would I do without you?
It's not hard for me to admit...you keep me sane. It's too organic; the way I find it easy to let it all out - through you. Heck, you're like an addiction!
I wish I could find something which I love as much as I love writing stuff in my head down in this thing called a blog...I'm not kidding!
3 years of tertiary studies almost ending, and I've still yet to have a clear road to where I'm heading. It's kinda like I'm driving a car on a dark desert road, not knowing where I'm going. The headlights are on, but all I can see are the next 20 feet...and nothing beyond.
I already made my choice not to join the diplomatic corps, much to my mom's disdain. Well, I always thought that I wanted to be a diplomat...but maybe what I actually wanted was to travel. Yes, I am quite ok when it comes to following protocols and shit...but is that ME? Hell no!
I know what I want to achieve, and yet I know not how to get there...and that, my pretties...is the beautiful letdown!
...know something?
What I'm doing right now is finding another reason not to finish my thesis! Wtf. Will continue soon as I send my draft. At least I'm done with my final group assignment...speaking of assignments...M,A and F...I think we need a group name. So in the future, I can refer to us as one entity...suuweeet!!!
It's not hard for me to admit...you keep me sane. It's too organic; the way I find it easy to let it all out - through you. Heck, you're like an addiction!
I wish I could find something which I love as much as I love writing stuff in my head down in this thing called a blog...I'm not kidding!
3 years of tertiary studies almost ending, and I've still yet to have a clear road to where I'm heading. It's kinda like I'm driving a car on a dark desert road, not knowing where I'm going. The headlights are on, but all I can see are the next 20 feet...and nothing beyond.
I already made my choice not to join the diplomatic corps, much to my mom's disdain. Well, I always thought that I wanted to be a diplomat...but maybe what I actually wanted was to travel. Yes, I am quite ok when it comes to following protocols and shit...but is that ME? Hell no!
I know what I want to achieve, and yet I know not how to get there...and that, my pretties...is the beautiful letdown!
...know something?
What I'm doing right now is finding another reason not to finish my thesis! Wtf. Will continue soon as I send my draft. At least I'm done with my final group assignment...speaking of assignments...M,A and F...I think we need a group name. So in the future, I can refer to us as one entity...suuweeet!!!
1 comments:
lol..finding reasons to not-doing-ur-thesis..hahahah..damn,it hit me toooo.ngeee~ but nt thesis only,but my system as well..ngee~
and it is always a pleasure to read diz blog... 'thank god i can read diz blog again :)' really mean this words!
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