Life's Sick Lil' Games...

5 in the morning and i crave chocolate...why the hell do i crave for chocolate in the morning? I'm so weird...and i'm bored! What shall i write about todaaay?

Oh yeah, i can't sleep...and in a while i'm gonna have to wake my sister for her classes. Mom's going to work at 7, and dad must go to the bank early for a meeting...that leaves me and baby to sleep, but i'm guessing i'll just get around 2-3 hours of sleep, max! It's my own fault for not sleeping...

Why isn't there anything good on TV anymore? I've been reading Eckhart Tolle's A New Earth...and so far so good. At that moment, you get so engrossed in it, as you contemplate on your own life...and then, reality bites you in the ass and you have to get back to life.

Well, the only good time to read this book is when you're alone with time to spare...right now, now so much! I have many books that i've yet to finish...i'll just save it for the boring UKM days ahead...you know, the first few days where there's nothing to do yet!

Ok, i've eaten like 7 or 8 chocolate kisses, and i feel like sleeping. I'm guessing the chocolates are making me sleepy? Hahaha, who cares? I'm sleepy now...maybe it's the blog that's making me sleepy...my writing makes me snooze, hahahah! What a shame, i could've put myself to sleep and i didn't know it...

Can you tell me wth i was writing about? Mehh, who cares?

Toodlez, bitches!

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My compilation of "ever had..." moments:

Ever had...

• your perfectly (and freshly!) squeezed toothpaste fall off of your toothbrush? I hate when that happens...happens to me all the time...
• a moment where you're ready to cook, had all the things prepared, only to find that your stove ran out of gas?
• the ice-cream man come when you don't crave for ice-cream, but when you do...they're nowhere in sight?
• to do nothing at all and feel bored, but then, all tasks come to you all at once, and you just feel like jumping off the window ledge of a 30-storey building?
• to turn down a guy, because he's plain annoying?
• to pretend to be interested a friend's love-life, even if you're not...
• a moment when you wished you could smack that kid kicking the back of your chair at the cinema?
• a gut feeling that you didn't follow, then regretted?
• a moment when you missed your chance?
• a chain-reaction of catastrophes happen at a moment of chaos?

Well, I could ask more, but i'll just settle for this much.

It's 4.15 in the morning, and I haven't studied, haven't finished my job, and I feel so fat coz I keep popping chocolates into my mouth...I feel so fugly right now!

I am very amused at my baby sister at this moment...she's starting to roll over (no, she's not a dog!). That's sorta like a big step in her development...next up; talking and crawling...She's a noisy little girl...she chuckles a lot too! She's just so adorable when she chuckles...I can't describe it, but this baby actually brings my family close. For that, I am thankful!

We are, however, still broke as hell!!! Hahahahaha...some things never change, I guess!

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Everybody!!! Head to the safe spots for cover, the attack of V Day is almost here...Oh geez, i can almost smell the love in the air...Dinner tables booked, roses ordered, chocolate candy hearts, in a heart-shaped box, jewelry, the whole enchilada!

Okay, maybe i'm a little bitter, but isn't it true? You see that special someone every day, and yet only profess your love, shower 'em with gifts and buy 'em hiked-up priced roses...and for what? Just to prove you're not alone? Just for one miserable day? Heck, you should do it every freakin' day of your life...Same goes for Mothers' Day, Fathers' Day, and all the other days...

If it wasn't for this awfully commercialized day, i would think it is a day to commemorate a saint, who died for love...something so special to his heart...LOVE! And i only wish i could experience what he strived for. But nowadays, who knows about St. Valentine at all?

Wow, i guess i am bitter!

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