Thursday, October 27, 2005

Holiday Season Coming to a Theater Near You!

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Well, as i said, it's the start of the holiday season... I really wanted to get a p/time job. I know mom and dad don't have a lot of money right now, so i really hoped to get a job during the term break...

As usual, my dad forbids me...AFTER they hire me...Luckily, i decline before the HR lady gets the chance to get pissed. I hate him for that...He expects the bosses to let me work when i want to, how i want to...arrrrghhhhh!!!

All i wanted was to buy nice stuff for me and my sister, so that mom and dad won't have to scrimp on their expenses...since it was xmas season on the agenda and all...Sometimes he can be so selfish! He doesn't want me to work coz he's afraid...Afraid that i'll be coming home late...By takin' the bus...I'm freakin 18 for goodness sake! Why won't he let me be independent and take a stupid bus? He's so paranoid, and i don't wanna be like that!

I wish mom was here...She would've given dad her two cent's worth...Ma, please be back soon...I wouldn't be so sad and angry if he had told me this before i freakin' went for that freakin' interview!!! The lady from the HR department liked me...Oh, God, please let this anger subside...

Oh, Father Christmas, if you do truly exist, i just want to be happy this year...Coz dad never fails to make me cry when i'm suppose to be at my happiest...

1 comments:

Neo said...

n Dat's,wut Dads doo..they made u cried..over thing THEY dont want ,even if YOU wanted..but that dsnt mean he's completely wrong or you completely wrong too..DAD want your best,until they forgot 2 be your friend when u needed him 2 be like 1.. but dont worry,this all just a past,but someday,it might happen again,and at that time,i wish you could show him,that you are a woman..not a baby anymore ok?
ps:i've been scolded,hit,grounded,even worse,didnt let me in 4 a nite..just because im being myself..until d end,a dad would understand,his son is no longer a BOY.. :)