Life's Sick Lil' Games...

Just some stuff i was thinkin' about...

Things I am thankful for:

• my parents
• my personality
• my intelligence
• music
• Hollywood
• my people skills
• sushi & pasta-basically, all the food I like
• the internet
• great authors & their books
• peace in my country
• my capabilities
• my privacy
• my dog-may you RIP, my dear friend...
• my ability to keep my feelings (not thoughts) inside
• my ability to understand & appreciate peoples' diversities
• my friends
• my spontaneity
• my sense of humor
• my comeuppance from overweight child to normal-sized girl

Things i'm not thankful for:

• my neurotic mindset
• my being a control freak
• my inability to shut my mouth when I have a thought
• my inability to lose an argument
• my lack of confidence
• my mild body-dysmorphic disorder (BDD);not that bad like other girls, just a mild one!
• my addiction to TV shows, movies & the internet
• my inability to save money
• my lack of self-control; food-wise, money-wise, tv-wise, etc...
• my physical scars and ugly skin (frm being a formerly overweight child and having had a serious bout with the chicken pox; mine was brutal!)
• my inability to trust the opposite sex, except my dad and close male friends (was molested twice by strangers; a motorcyclist & a mad man)
• my laziness
• my inability to accept that some guys may actually be attracted to me
• my lack of communication with God (i will try after this!)

I bet there's a lot of stuff i've forgotten, but, at least i got some of my thoughts out...

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