Tuesday, November 10, 2009

One Day Till Partial Freedom...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

So about the emo post...had a talk with my besties, and sure enough: they are isolating us! Hah! We unanimously isolate you too, bunch of fucktards! I actually don't know who to pinpoint this so-called conspiracy to, but i've always said i didn't belong here in this university...and I always always always thank God for the friends i've made here...coz life here without them would've been so different. Now, looking back at all the stupid things we've done, all the things we're about to endure in our lives...it sorta gives me a moment of sadness+excitement.

I've learned about their secrets, their dreams and i've met their families...truly a blessing for me. And no matter how different i was and am, they never made me feel lost or out of place. And here we are, nearing the penultimate semester...and i'm so freaked out, but i'm so sure we are ALL going to be okay.

I'm proud to say that we all have great upbringing, great tutelage from our parents and we are family-oreinted individuals who will make it in this world. Yes, we never did excellent in our education, heheh...but what are we striving for, really...is not our academic goals...it is much more than that. We are more than our CGPAs...we are people who are on a journey to self-discovery...and no matter what we achieve--strip all our materialistic gains, and your real treasures are your loved ones...

Therefore, i post this before i start on my IL reading (which is much too late, LOL!), Just thought i might build up our egos a little...i'm actually pretty good at motivating others...myself, nope! But yes, i meant everything i said!

I'm also trying to cut back on the TH songs which kinda affects me tremendously (the slow ones make me wanna cry and the fast ones make me wanna head-bang)...it's actually bad to listen to their songs while reading your books...ich bin distracted! Ach mein gott!

Good luck to all of us...we shall tread the waters together! And one more thing--> One more day till partial freedom!!! Woohoo!!! (I say partial because we still have our thesis...booo!!!)

4 comments:

NightFox said...

Hmm...do you mean that there are a bunch of people in a group "isolating" you and your friends? Sounds so high school but then I don't think that happens in high school =.=' I thought that rarely happens in uni/colleges.

Ledzeppelin4evr said...

Maybe coz we tend to keep to ourselves...

They set up study groups for themselves, exchange notes, etc...and i didn't even know anything till i saw them talking about it on facebook! The nerve...i used to send each of everyone of them slides from our lecturer, and they didn't even bother to share. And many more stories of that sort...i used to pretend to be all nice with them, but now i just don't bother anymore...that was really the last straw. As my friend puts it, "org kampung...takleh tgk org lebih dari diorg..." (M, 2009)

Well, i had a happy high-school life...maybe this is a payback for not having bad times in high-school :/ i'm over it anyway...

NightFox said...

Ouch! I hate that sort of ppl the most. But knowing you, you won't give a damn about that :)

Ledzeppelin4evr said...

Of course I don't give a damn, but i can't lie and say i don't feel hurt at the utter selfishness...well, we aren't the only ones who kena la...and there are good classmates who aren't at all selfish...thank God!

It's just a preview of the real world we have to look out for...in the real world, it's probably 1000x worse!